Lightning trembles in my skin /
You're eyes a mirror /
You're voice my savior /
Lock me in your soul's embrace /
Be my little windflower /
Leave me in that warm embrace /
You are my lovely starchild / - Foundation; No Holds Barred
This was originally meant to be for her, but the point is, this song could apply to anyone. And for those in the Pantheon, lightning is more than just a phrase.
My heart won't seem to slow down. My stomach's hit rock bottom. I have lost all appetite for anything edible. And my hands are still unsteady as I type this.
The tally's doing me more grief than good. But at least it puts things into order. Today's tally (count currently 5...) particularly since these are more definite images and/or things that come to my attention.
I want to cry... honestly I do. I don't want to say anymore why because it's been a point of contention between the people in my head. Damn it all. I don't want to think about that anymore. I don't want to feel the lightning. I just want this done and over with.
Unfortunately, that is also a part of me lying. But wake-up call to several people - I don't want tha pain part anymore. I want for-goddamn-once that I can have things my way. Please. Just this once. Can I have that.
Took a quiz.
You're a water nymph! You love everything, just everything, and you have a great sense of humor. You've probably got a lot of friends. But because of your good nature you're probably going to experience some extreme heartaches.
*Looks at the last line* Yathink? *sighs* I am tired. But you know something incredibly stupid? I'm okay with it. Funny how I've been steadily losing weight considering that I have been eating more, I just got back to training - even when I'm supposed to be bloated - I look okay.
And in my book - though some would SERIOUSLY stop and call me insane because isn't this what I wanted? To get thin?
But not like this. Not with me tired. Again. Me losing it steadily - and fast. Like I was under an immense amount of stress. Which, supposedly I'm not. I'm enjoying CLA, I'm enjoying my schedule and the things that I've been doing.
i saw him today and have realized that looking straight into his eyes means only one thing
Melina Noelle Dauphin is 18 years of age born on the 18th of April 1985 at 9:25 am, on the cusp of Aries and Taurus.
She is a Wiccan by choice with Roman Catholic roots thanks to her parents and believes everything has a reason, and that
fate does not equal coincidence.
She is surrently studying at De La Salle University and will be taking up Behavioral Sciences come 1st term, 2003.
Her great loves include her music, dancing, writing, reading, hockey, Tolkien, Dragonlance, the Mighty Ducks (both animated
and the non-animated), and art in general.
She is known in various names such as Mel, Lina, Mia D (Devlin?), Noelle/Noey, Noei, Nyre, Lynne, Lillie, Noele,
Nibblet...all depending on what fandom/ mood/ life/ timeframe/ universe she's in. (MPD anyone?)
She wishes she were part Irish, is desperately learning how to speak Gaelic (and Cajun) and dreams of setting foot in New Orleans
in time for Mardi Gras, or on the shores of Ireland for Midsummer's Eve.
In the absence of a REAL lovelife, Mr.Bugholds the monopoly of my heart.^^
No Holds Barred Noelle "Ielle" Pico
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status: vocalist/songwriter
"I love Amy Lee from Evanescence and admire her style in singing. Her voice is heartbreaking
and it just gets to you. I'm not saying I want to be her, but
to be able to sing as good as she can, and as honest as she can... that's enough."
- Ielle on her singing idols.
tracks:
Foundation
Imperfection (Guinevere)
Give Me Freedom
Coffee and Nonesense
PERSONAL COMPOSITIONS:
Covenant Broken
One Last Storm
Sleep (Never Again)
One Step Forward (Two Steps Back)
Jump Into the Ocean
Romance
Resignation (instrumental)
Lost To Me (instrumental)
Martyr (NEW)
Pray With Me (NEW)
On Butterfly Wings my earlier attempts at songwriting
Gotta Let Go
No Regrets
Were You Even There
Scents of Lavender
Fork in the Road
ON MY BOOKSHELF: Book of Spells (II) - Marian Green Between Blinks - Jim Paredes The Vampire Chronicles - Anne Rice Irish Jewels - Nora Roberts Three Sisters Island - Nora Roberts
Wishlist 2003 (Christmas ed.)
BOOKS The Last Unicorn - Peter S. Beagle Titania's Book of Hours - Titania Hardie Enchanted - Titania Hardie In the Circle - Elen Hawke
>>Note to: Doggieniichan
CDs Celtic Emotions
Troika Goddess Faeries
Adeimus Songs of Sanctuary Dances of Time The Eternal Knot
i can't see tomorrow
(but with you it's okay)
the whole of the moon [celtic fayre]
one of these says [michelle branch]
breathe [michelle branch]
blame it on the weatherman [b*witched]
what can i do [the corrs]
a sorta fairytale [tori amos]
do what you have to do [sarah mclachlan]
unwell [matchbox20]
head over feet [alanis morissette]
colourblind [darius danesh]
why don't you & i [santana; alex band]
last goodbye [atomic kitten]
ielle's bracelet
swing swing [all american rejects]
teenaged dirtbag [wheatus]
going under [evanescence]
somewhere out there [our lady peace]
i think god can explain [splender]
tourniquet [evanescence]
system [qotd ost]
bring me to life [evanescence]
imaginary [evanescence]
taking over me [evanescence]
dancing in the dark
baby boy [beyonce feat. sean paul]
shake yer tailfeather [nelly feat p. diddy/murphy lee]
thoia thiong [r. kelly]
ignition [r. kelly]
smooth [santana feat. rob thomas]
soundtrack collection
final fantasy: the spirits within
lotr: the fellowship of the ring
lotr: the two towers
treasure planet
queen of the damned
vision of escaflowne
dinner serenade (042103)
harana [parokya ni edgar]
stay [lisa loeb]
small two of pieces [xenogears ost]
runaway [the corrs]
hands clean [alanis morissette]
my immortal [evanescence]
wherever you will go [the calling]
for you [the calling]
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Special thanks to Meemee for providing Maia the
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The images on this blog are mine, taken from
my computer. The moving pentagram - I do not remember where I found, but if you made this, feel free to
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The faeries by Brian Froud are scanned from my own Faerie Oracle deck. These are not my works of art, and I scanned
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